inlove...to the wrong person?

im inlove again..but why theres no difference with what i had before?i feel rejected and i gain no respect from the person i love most... but still im here continue loving him and do everything for him.. i wanna know how control love but i think i cant.. i kept trying to control..like,not giving all..but i cant... aint matter to me if i hurt or rejected..what matters most is i love him so much and do everything just to keep our relationship going...i know im fool...im stupid .. but as long as im happy ,i dont care ..thats me..crazy when it comes to love..'